splish splash

I'm Feeling: happy but a little headachy (silly weather)
Background Noise: Leaving on a Jet Plane by Peter, Paul and Mary

It was raining when I woke up this morning - while I prefer sunshine, it made me happy for one very simple reason. It was not SNOWing. Praise God for small miracles! Plus, that means that on my way to work, I get to purposefully drive through puddles and see how big of a spray I can make. Awesome fun.

Another busy day in the office - 11 people scheduled, and I'm gonna try to hit the gym at lunch. I've been such a lazy pile of bones lately - got to try to get my butt in gear. Pilates yesterday rocked my socks - it was tough and relaxing and felt good... I wish it was more than just once a week. I have a hard time doing it on my own at home. Got to run - work is calling!!

 

red bull, anyone?

I'm Feeling: less than top-notch
Background Noise: Undone by Lifehouse

Ever feel like you need an emotional energy drink to get you through the day? I feel that way right now... I need some sort of injection of life and love and laughter to get my sorry butt moving. My physical energy level is pretty good today - I feel mostly well rested, and I'm excited to go to pilates class in a few minutes. But my emotional energy is dragging its knuckles on the floor and whining. I know it will get better. I know I need to decide to make it better. I know, I know, I know. I'm getting there.

I've been talking with my seventh grade friends about the fruits of the Spirit lately - love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. I notice that honesty isn't listed. Interesting - I get caught here sometimes - when are we being inauthentic and when are we being positive? When are we being just plain whiny, and when are we genuinely expressing frustration and hurt? At what point will honesty hurt your relationships? I have a problem with this, because I'm a pretty open person by nature. Gets me into trouble on occasion. I think my emotional energy draught is due in large part to my overt moronism when it comes to these things.

I know it will get better. I know I need to decide to make it better. I know.

don't get caught in the undercurrent...

I'm Feeling: relaxed
Background Noise: Livin' on a Prayer by Bon Jovi

Have you ever done the "stream of consciousness" thing? Just spend 30 seconds or so typing whatever comes into your head. I thought I'd try it today. It could be a little dangerous (or just plain boring), but here goes nothing:

my arm is itchy. i'll be glad when it's not so dry in our house although by july i'll probably be whining about humidity. it's impossible to please me - or anyone really... why are we like that? never satisfied - i wonder if that's a good thing or bad thing - it probably depends on the situation. sometimes it's nice to not be easily appeased - it means you ask for and expect the best from people, although i know some people who do that too much and it winds up being problematic.

Interesting... I got from dry skin to expecting the best from people in 30 seconds flat. Isn't it wild how our brains can do that? I play that game in my head sometimes - where you realize you're thinking about something kind of unusual, and then you try to track back to figure out how you got to thinking about it in the first place. I don't know about you, but I think the world's best hounddog couldn't track my thoughts sometimes.

storage?

I'm Feeling: a little used, but that's OK
Background Noise: Word of God Speak by Big Daddy Weave

Most days, I really like my job. There's a lot that's fun about it - I have autonomy, I get to meet all kinds of people, I can watch students progress through their time in college. However, yesterday and today I've run into one of the things that is hard for me about the job. Advisers tend to be a catch-all, first and last stop for concerns. A lot of the time, that means that students come in and complain, rant, rave, vent... and the problem isn't me. It's someone else, and there's nothing I can do about it. That frustrates me - I want to be able to help, and it's not that much fun to talk to someone who is massively irritated at someone else. This morning I realized that it's just part of the job - I need to not take it personally when students come in crabbing and yelling about stuff. It can be hard not to feel like a landfill or storage unit - just there to be a place to leave unwanted stuff behind. But a lot of the time, people just need someone to listen to them. MSU is a big place, and it probably feels a lot more productive to vent to a person who works here than to just sit and complain to your roommate. In reality, I'm blessed to be able to serve as an outlet, give students some release and a sympathetic shoulder. I hope I can do that well for them.  

... but why?

I'm Feeling: a little out of sorts
Background Noise: The Disctrict Sleeps Alone Tonight by The Postal Service

I've heard people say there are no stupid questions. I've heard people say there are no inappropriate questions. (In certain cases, I'd have to disagree with both statements...) I've heard that there are unanswerable questions (I guess "I dunno" doesn't count as an answer...) Here are some of them:


Why do irons have a setting for permanent press?
If all the nations in the world are in debt, where did all the money go?
If the number 2 pencil is the most popular, why is it still number 2?
If you try to fail, and succeed, which have you done?
What if there were no hypothetical situations?
Will your answer to this question be no?
If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him, is he still wrong?
Is there another word for synonym?
Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice?"
If you choke a Smurf, what color will it turn?
Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?
If swimming's such good exercise, how come whales are so fat?
Why don't sheep shrink in the rain?
If a person told you they were a pathological liar, would you believe them?

Of course, there are other questions that are tough/impossible to answer that are much less fun than these. Why are some people so critical? Why can't smart, talented people find jobs? Why are people lonely? I've had lots of questions like these rolling around lately... and I have no answers. I know God is in control, and His plan is spectacular, and sometimes that's all we get to hold onto. Lucky for us, it's enough. His grace is sufficient!!

are you ready?

I'm Feeling: full of lunch, and mildly frustrated with my computer
Background Noise: Above Ground by Norah Jones

Ok, so it happened again today. Not sure if there's some funny blog-bug on my PC, but I wrote a delightful post, and it acted like it was uploading, then it's nowhere to be found! No warning, no way to go back and try again... just lost. All my fantastic ruminations and pontifications are scattered in cyberspace. I'm gonna have to remember to copy what I write before I click the "publish" button, so that I don't have to suffer so dramatically again. (I know, my life is awfully stricken with hardship).

Anyway, I was thinking about what a planner I am. Today, I've had all these students show up completely unprepared for their meetings. This is understandable to a point, because the only reason they are coming in to see me is because they don't know what's what. But there are some questions I cannot answer without more information from them. For example, here is a summary of a conversation I had with a student this morning.

Student: I got accepted to a summer program at American University, and I wanted to know if the credits will transfer back to MSU.
Me: What will you be enrolled in?
Student: I don't know.
Me: .... well.... it's hard to say, then.
Student: Ok, well that's really all I wanted to know.

Does that seem valuable? I think something was missing. Mostly, I just feel bad that he came all the way in and because of missing info, I was unable to give him any concrete information.

As I thought about this phenomenon (rampant unpreparation today), I realized that I spend a majority of my time planning for things. Now, this habit of mine has some distinct advantages.
- I'm fairly reliable and organized
- When unexpected "challenges" pop up, being overly prepared makes them easier to handle
- I generally have a good idea of what's going on around me, and when and why things are happening

However, I've noticed distinct disadvantages as well:
- Spontaneity can freak me out, which makes me a little less fun than the average bear
- It's harder to live in the moment, because I'm usually thinking about the moment that's coming 5 moments from now
- I can get more caught up with details than with the people involved

I'm working on finding a balance - both at home and at work. Mark and I joke about having 8 kids someday, and I know that he mostly likes the idea because I'll have to relinquish my fiendish grip on my precious plans. Kids systematically un-plan your life, and I guess I could use a little of that.

Are you a planner or a fly-by-the-seat-of-your-pantser? 

take two

I'm Feeling: deja vu
Background Noise: I'll Be by Edwin McCain

This is my second blog for today. I wrote a lovely, thoughtful entry earlier, and for some reason - it simply disappeared when I clicked "Publish." Grrr.

Anyway - today is the Vernal Equinox - which means that daylight and darkness should be equal today, and from here on out, our days will be longer than our nights! Sounds FAB-ulous to me!!

Random Facts #3:
1. I cut my own bangs this morning - they were getting far too long. I'm in need of a regular - old - haircut sometime soon, but I just couldn't handle them anymore. Silly unmanageable pieces of hair.

2. I check my email compulsively at work - but if I'm at home, I basically don't touch the computer. Ever.

3. It takes a long time for things to get old to me - I can re-read books over and over, watch movies and TV shows again, listen to the same songs. Kinda weird, maybe a little unimaginative, but hey. Whatever floats my boat, right? 

made me chuckle...

My supervisor got this in an email today, and it made us laugh. This strategy is not recommended, but it makes for a good joke!

How to Stay Married

A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had shared everything. They had talked about everything. They had kept no secrets from each other except that the little old woman had a shoebox in the top of her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about.

For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would not recover. In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took down the shoebox and took it to his wife's bedside.

She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money totaling $25,000. He asked her about the contents. "When we were to be married," she said, "my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to never argue. She told me that if I ever got angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a doll."

The little old man was so moved; he had to fight back tears. Only two precious dolls were in the box. She had only been angry with him two times in all those years of living and loving. He almost burst with happiness. "Honey," he said, "that explains the doll, but what about all of this money? Where did it come from?"

"Oh," she said, "that's the money I made from selling the dolls."

top o'the morning to you!

And the rest of the day to you!!

I'm Feeling: sooo happy it's Friday and sunny!!
Background Noise: Your Body is a Wonderland by John Mayer

Happy St. Patty's Day! Our office is appropriately decked out in green shirts, blouses and jackets - some of the gals even have "Kiss Me, I'm a Spartan" shirts on. Rhonda's 14-year-old daughter told her she looked dorky - but I think it's kinda fun (I guess that makes me a dork too...)

I'm excited about this weekend - we don't have big plans or anything, but I'm hoping to get some stuff done around the house and relax a little. WeatherBug says the sun is going to be out this weekend - I love that!!

Happy weekend! 

put your running shoes on

I'm Feeling: ready for a long day (I think...)
Background Noise: Valentine by Martina McBride

Marathon is a word that (for me) automatically brings up images of torturous drudgery - running for hours and hours, exhaustion, pain, and crazy people (who REALLY wants to run that long just for FUN?) Ironically, tonight I have the privilege of taking part in what MSU calls the "Marathon of Majors." Luckily for me, it's nowhere near as bad as the word marathon would suggest - although it is a long night of a LOT of talking. Essentially, all the colleges/departments at MSU get together and answer the questions of the masses of students looking for something meaningful to study during their tenure in college. The bummer is that it means I don't get to leave work until after 7pm. I guess I have to earn my paycheck somehow...

On an entirely separate, and mostly meaningless note... I ate lunch on Tuesday at Bruegger's Bagels (yum!) and there was a sign advertising their green bagels (in honor of St. Patty's Day, of course). They'll turn anything green these days, won't they?

ps. Thanks for listening to me last night, Tucker. I feel lighter this morning.  

i'm a pod person

I'm Feeling: not quite myself
Background Noise: Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney

Someone/something has taken over my mind today. Normally, I consider myself a fairly positive person - I try to keep my energy level up and I generally enjoy myself from day to day. Today, I've got a full-on case of the BUMMERS. Not sure why. I'm just feeling overwhelmed, ignored, pressed for time, and generally BLECHY. Please pray that this feeling lifts soon - I much prefer being content, in-control and generally un-blechy.

I worked through lunch today, so I'm leaving now. Have a good day! 

take a little time

I'm Feeling: blessed
Background Noise: Let's Hear It For the Boy by Deniece Williams

Well, I'm back from my excursions across the midwest! I had a great trip - it was fun to see my sister and my parents, and I had a blast with Heather, Ashley and Maggie (pictures to come!) I was blessed with good driving conditions, and safe, speedy travel. The only problem now is that I need time off to recover from my time off!! It's tiring to drive all over the place and be on the go - but work is busy right now (which is both good and bad), so no more time off for Kate for awhile.

As I wade through emails, voicemails, and regular mail - I'm struck again by how important it is to focus on things we care about. And that's not to say that we don't/shouldn't care about our work. But there are so many bigger things in our live - it would have been easy for me to say that I shouldn't take 4 days off to drive to Scott Air Force Base to visit my friends - too much will pile up while I'm gone, blah blah blah. But the truth is that not SO much piles up, and I was really blessed by time with a great friend and her beautiful children. Work will always be there, and for the most part, it can wait a minute/hour/day/week for you to focus on people and things that are more valuable.

Leave your bed unmade and spend a few more minutes talking to God. Leave the laundry for another day or two and spend your Saturday with some fabulous friends. Let your emails pile up a little while you take some time to get in touch with someone you haven't seen in awhile.

This is a lesson I need reminding of constantly - it's very easy for me to get hung up on details and organization. Today, I like that I can let some things be messy, and know that I've spent some of my time in a way that brings glory to God.

can i go home?

I'm Feeling: (I know I'll regret saying this later...) bored!
Background Noise: Your Song by Ewan McGregor (from Moulin Rouge)

It's officially MSU's Spring Break - the vast majority of our student population has migrated south for a week - in search of sunshine, warmer climes, sand, and (let's be honest) attractive strangers of the opposite gender. This means that campus feels somewhat akin to a ghost town - snow is blowing across empty streets, our building is chilly and quiet, and I have one, count-em, ONE student on my schedule for today. I'm not complaining (not REALLY), but I do prefer being busy.

For example - Saturday, I stepped out of my role as professional academic adviser, and into the role of Mrs. HOSA - the wife of the state director of Michigan HOSA. This meant that we got up EARLY on Saturday morning - Mark hopped in his car and headed to Dearborn, I hopped into mine and headed for Bay City (and our friend Jamie headed to Macomb). We were each running a regional conference for HOSA (about 300 students travel to compete in health-care related events). From the minute I arrived at Delta College around 7:00am until the moment I left at 4:30pm - I was busier than a one-armed guy driving a stick shift racecar. It was great though! - I mean, I'd prefer to sleep in on most Saturdays, but I really like the "people are relying on me to answer questions, stay organized, know what's going on, and put out fires" kind of feeling. Wouldn't necessarily want to do it every single day of my life, but I really thrive in that kind of environment. Plus, the conference went SO well thanks to all kinds of other people involved - Patsy, Amy, Al, Betty... it was a good day.

Yesterday I got to spend a few hours with some of the 7th grade girls I am closest to through WYLdLife - Courtney, Natalee, Huntar, Christy, Ellen, and Maria gathered for a small-group bible study + dinner. It was fun, and so encouraging. I love those girls!

I'm officially giving notice that my blogging habits may fall by the wayside this week - I'll be traveling to Scott Air Force Base in IL to visit Heather, Ashley and Maggie - and I'm not sure what my time/computer access will look like. Hopefully I come back loaded with stories and pictures to share!! 

grown-up hubby!

I'm Feeling: blessed
Background Noise: The Longest Time by Billy Joel

You may or may not be aware that today, March 3rd, is an extremely significant day. This day marks a total of 30 years that my husband Mark, has been living on this earth! At 4:44pm, on 3/3/1976 - the world welcomed Mark William Burley into its ranks. And he's done some pretty cool things so far!

- jump out of an airplane
- climb the stairs of the Eiffel Tower
- had the opportunity to kiss the Blarney Stone (but decided to pass for sanitary reasons)
- visit the Ukraine and Kosovo on a missions trip
- ski at Whistler, A-Basin, Jackson Hole, and a bajillion other places that I can't remember...
- stay (multiple times) in the HMFIC suite at the Grand Traverse Resort in Traverse City
- graduate from the BEST school ever - Michigan State!
- snorkel in Hawaii, jet ski and parasail in Key West, water ski at Uncle Tom's Cabin, surf in Venice, CA
- play air hockey, ping pong, and foosball in his own basement
- visit friends all over the country - Florida, New York, New Orleans, California, Minnesota, the UP...
and most importantly...
- know and love our Lord Jesus!

Yer one cool cat, Mark B. - I hope that your middle - 30 years are even better than the first!!

Oh - and seriously - more than 2 people read my blog. Please fill out yesterday's census. And have a happy weekend!!

a census is to be taken of the entire blogging world...

I'm Feeling: inquisitive
Background Noise: Company Calls by DeathCab for Cutie

March is apparently the time for birthdays - at least in my circle of acquaintances. "Happy Birthday!!"s go out today to Mike and Scott - two good friends from our old church who have moved to Spencerport, NY and Scott Air Force Base, IL; respectively (although Scott is currently stationed in Iraq, and has been since October). I think they turn 33 today. Happy Birthday, guys!

Today, I feel like taking a blog census... I have an idea of how many people read my blog because of ActiveMeter, but I'm not satisfied. So here goes:

1. Who are you? (this is not meant as a deep, philosophical question... just a name will suffice)
2. How do you know me?
3. How long have you been reading my blog?
4. How often do you read my blog?
5. Do you have any grand and fabulous ideas on what I should post about? Or things that I have posted about that I should NEVER mention again?
6. If you know me in real life, do you think that my blog provides a decent representation of my actual personality? And if you don't know me in real life... what kind of picture does my blog paint of me?
7. If you don't know me in real life... why do you read my blog? If you do know me in real life, please take a moment to compose a haiku (or poem of your choice).

I have to confess that I find blogs a little addicting - not necessarily mine. I mean, I like posting, but mostly because it's fun to know that there are people who like to read it. But I really like reading them too... funny, random stuff you might not ever hear about normally gets highlighted - and I get to keep "in touch" with some people I don't see as often as I'd like.

Random Facts #2:
1. I "window shop" online. Seriously - I'll go to websites, find things I like, even add them to my "shopping cart" - and then not buy them. Is that weird?
2. Yesterday I had Mango-Peach flavored applesauce. It was pretty good - although I like Pear flavored applesauce better (and it's green too, which is cool).
3. Here is the haiku I wrote for my little sister (I confess, I stole the idea from her!):
Megan's hair has curls
My hair is brown like hers but
It does not have curls

someone has a birthday!

I'm Feeling: like hazelnut hot cocoa is NOT destined to be my #1 favorite flavor of all time...
Background Noise: Word of God Speak by Big Daddy Weave

Today is my dad's fiftieth birthday - Happy Birthday, dAd!! I know most people aren't that agog (weird word, look it up!) about getting older, but I think it's pretty cool. Granted, I'm only 25, so I have little credibility in this area, but still. My dad's done a lot of things with his life - he's been married for 29 years, he has three kids, two kids-in-law, a silly beagle, mad golfing skills, a nice house with a gi-normous TV and a leather couch to accomodate all of us watching Mystery Men at Christmastime... what more could you ask for? I think it's kinda cool to look at your life and think "I really have done a lot of cool things... I'm blessed!" So here's wishing Dad a blessed and happy birthday!!

ode to my bed

I'm Feeling: lonesome for my bed
Background Noise: The Scientist by Coldplay

This morning was one of those mornings when an invisible force is actually pinning you to the mattress. It takes an unbelievable amount of willpower to pry yourself away from the flannel sheets, piles of pillows, and heavenly-soft featherbed... My bed was trying to claim me. (The picture is from Pottery Barn, not my bedroom, but it still looks like a comfy bed to me, so it gets the point across.) I nearly shed a tear when climbing out of bed, so strong was my desire to remain ensconced in its warm comfort. Yet alas, here I am at my desk, pulling up students' files, answering emails, and generally contributing to the delicate balance of the working world. *sigh* Hooray for willpower, I suppose.

I think today will be a good day, though. The sun is out (ALWAYS a good thing), I have a busy day appointment-wise (keeping busy is also ALWAYS a good thing), 7th grade volleyball game to attend tonight, and bible study to cap off the evening. I think I'll like today.

what's up, spring??

I'm Feeling: minorly impatient
Background Noise: Amazing by Josh Kelley

This winter has not been bad - December was pretty snowy, but January was downright balmy... February has proven to be fairly traditionally winter-ish, but I live in Michigan, so that's normal. However, I find myself growing antsier by the day for the arrival of spring. (I say that as if there is actually a point in time where winter ends and spring begins...)

I'm thinking about plants to put in my yard - I've been hugely unsuccessful at cultivating horticultural life in my flower beds so far. 2006 is the year - I can feel it. Huge, fragrant blossoms will adorn our yard - just wait and see!! Emphasis on the WAIT... considering that the ground is gradually being covered with snow as I type this...

Had a great weekend - got to laugh and play Settlers with good friends, dressed up in a poodle skirt, heard some FABULOUS music at church, went to two bible studies (one with married couples at church, one with 7th grade girls... needless to say, they were very different), and watched a movie with Mark. I was busy and still had time to relax - darn near perfect combo. Here's to starting a new week!!

roller skates are fun??

I'm Feeling: educated by experience
Background Noise: Minimum Wage by TMBG

For my ninth birthday, I had my party at the roller rink. It was awesome -- rent-a-skate, chocolate birthday cake in the shape of a cat (my birthday is on Halloween), presents, funky disco balls, arcade games... who could ask for more? When you're nine (and it's the 1980's) - no one! Somehow, some of the magic wears off by the time you hit your mid-twenties. I know this because Mark and I tried to re-live our childhood on our date last night. We swapped roller-rink stories on the way to Edru, talking about the songs we skated to, the slurpees we consumed, the parties we attended, the boys/girls we chased around the rink ... what fond memories!!

I think the reason we don't do a lot of the things we found fun as children anymore is because they are BORING. Seriusly, skating around and around a roller rink is not that fun. I also remember rolling down the hill in our front yard over and OVER again, riding my bike up and down the block, spinning in circles until I fell over, and hanging upside down off the swingset. I bet if I tried those things now, I wouldn't be quite so enamored with the experience.

The one good thing was that we weren't the only people there (at a skate-a-rama, on a Thursday night...) However, the only people that were there seemed to be split into 2 groups:

1. The older men who really are stuck in their 1970's and 1980's roller derby days - they can skate in circles around you on their clunky old skates (rollerblades are for kids!) and while they are fun to watch, it's mildly disturbing to think that their skills are still so well honed.

2. Children who have never had a shoe with four wheels strapped to their feet before, and are clunking awkwardly around the rink, crashing every 4.5 seconds in some horribly embarrassing and potentially painful way. I don't want to watch that - I feel SO BAD for those kids - I remember falling and feeling like a moron... it's no good.

Oh well - at least we have a funny story to tell. And we're not too cool to try it. (Not that anyone has any false notions of our lack of coolness). Have a lovely weekend!!! 

Ashley Grace is 3 today!!

I'm Feeling: unimaginative
Background Noise: I'll Be by Edwin McCain

Happy Birthday to Ashley Grace!! Ashley was the first girl born to friends of ours... we were beginning to wonder if boys would be all we'd ever see!! I'm excited because I get to visit Ashley, Maggie (her baby sister) and Heather (mama!) in about 2 weeks - they live near St. Louis and we don't get to visit as often as we'd like. It'll be a fun week with the girls!! Isn't she beautiful?

I feel like I'm in a blogging funk lately - just a couple paragraphs recapping my day, and let's be honest - my life is not that interesting. Maybe I should start some kind of series or theme for a little while - any great ideas?? The creative juices aren't flowing so well these days. So, with no other original though today, here goes some random facts:

Random Facts #1:

1. Today I am wearing a Care Bears bandaid on my left thumb.
2. My socks are green, and my shirt is green, but they don't actually match. I'm faking it.
3. I have a bowl of mini-Reese's on my desk, and in 6 months or so, I think I've only eaten 3. Not to say that they're all old and yucky - other people eat them. I find I get more visitors if I buy their love with chocolate and peanut butter-y goodness.  

olymp... yaaaawwwnn....

I'm Feeling: ready for spring!!
Background Noise: Rio by Duran Duran

Confession: I love watching the Olympics, but I cannot stay awake to see how they end. I don't remember this from childhood... perhaps because my parents usually taped stuff we like to watch and we'd wait until it was convenient to put the tape in. Perhaps it's a side effect of living in the Eastern Time Zone now... Maybe I'm just plain turning into an old woman. Whatever it is - I can't make it much past 10:30pm... and it always seems like that's when the interesting stuff is coming on! I missed the aerials (fancy flippy ski jumps), the end of pretty much every figure skating event that's happened so far... bummer. I would say I'd try again tonight, but I really like getting my sleep. Maybe I'll try taping it...

It's lovely outside today - 38 degrees and sunny. I wish Michigan's weather was a little more reliable, and this could be taken as a sign of spring's imminent arrival. But alas, we'll have single-digit weather again next week, rest assured. I'll take what I can get, when I can get it though. It's a nice day today. This morning as I was walking across campus to a meeting, I heard birds chirping. Fabulous.

all smiley!

I'm Feeling: happy
Background Noise: Laugh as the Sun by Rusted Root

This is Maggie - she's the beautiful daughter of friends of ours - and she turns 1 this Friday!! I saw this picture this morning and it made me smile - I hope it makes you smile too!!

Random Observations:
1. It's way more fun to still be in bed when Mark gets up than the other way around. (two days in a row now... my life is so hard)

2. My fingers are perpetually cold.

3. Time is irrelevant. Today I had one student show up an hour and 45 minutes EARLY for an appointment, and another show up an hour and fifteen minutes LATE. What gives?

4. 22 degrees feels like springtime after days of single-digit windchill.

5. Sunshine makes everything better.

manic monday

I'm Feeling: a little jealous that Mark is still in bed right now...
Background Noise: Down Where the Green Grass Grows by Jed Marum

Wow - busy weekend!! The dance went SO well on Friday (Mark and I tried to look presentable...) - we had about 100 people show up, and people seemed to be mingling, dancing and generally having fun. It's hard to tell - last year we didn't know anyone, and didn't have much fun. This year, we knew at least a dozen people (not WELL, but we're getting there) and I had a ton of fun. SUCH a big thanks to Brooks, Molly, Mike, Janae and Alison - who gave up their Friday evening to help us serve. You all rock!!

Saturday I got to spend time with my friend Katie - we made gingerbread lattes and talked and watched In Her Shoes - good movie, but the first half is really hard to watch. People were being selfish, getting hurt... but the story was neat, and it ended well. Yesterday I helped in the nursery at church, went to the service (Noel preached, and it was very good), and then we had 6 or 8 people (YoungLife leaders and Mason High School folks) over at our house from about 12 until 6:30 - eating pizza and PB/choc/banana bread, playing ping-pong, foosball, air hockey, euchre, George, signs... it was loud and fun - we know some truly cool people.

God really answered prayer this weekend - I feel like a lot of ground was gained with some of the people at church - working together on a big project does that. I was encouraged by time with Katie, and I had fun with everyone over at our house yesterday. Spending real time with God every morning does wonders for me as well. It's cool to sit back and realize the way He answers our prayers and takes care of us!! 

he-eyyyy!

I'm Feeling: antsy
Background Noise: Love Shack by the B-52s

Last night I was at Riverview for about 4 hours, helping to set up for the Valentine's Day we're having tonight. I know it sounds corny, but the church is really going to look beautiful - there will be a DJ, we have a real dance floor, tables with centerpieces and candles and linens, and balloon pillars with drapey tulle... it should be fun. I enjoyed working last night to set up too, although the last hour or so I was turning to mush. The people are all really nice, we laughed a lot - I'm starting to feel like less of an outsider in the group. But I still get that feeling from them - that "We're not quite sure about you new people, and we have a good group of friends... should we really let you in?" feeling. It's a totally understandable feeling, because it stinks to make friends and have them move or leave... But it's a bummer to be on the outside, trying to work your way in. I have lots of fabulous friends right now, but I do miss the community we had at our old church. There were lots of fun couples - good friends.

Maybe tonight will be a turning point - we get to hang out, dance, eat, and have a good time... I'm looking forward to making some new friends, maybe getting to the point where we're comfortable going out for dinner or coffee or shopping or something. I like eating, having coffee and shopping. :)

Have a lovely weekend. To those of you (slackers) who have Monday ("President's Day") off work (you bums) - enjoy your extra relaxation time! (lazy good-for-nothings) 

in need

I'm Feeling: sorry for myself
Background Noise: In Need by Sheryl Crow

No one has commented on my blog since 2/6... that's ten days. Is there something I'm missing?

Josh is 2!!

I'm Feeling: like dessert would hit the spot right now...
Background Noise: Another Day from the RENT soundtrack

I want to wish my friend Joshua Thomas a very happy second birthday (he's the handsome fireman in the picture). It's hard to believe he's already two years old. He's such a happy boy - lots of smiles and silliness, and he loves to throw things and sing songs and dance (very much a BOY). Love you, buddy!!

Today has been slooooow in the office. Funny - the past couple days have been one thing after another, lots to do... then today, it just stopped. I had one appointment scheduled - it was pleasant, but now my office has tumbleweeds blowing across the floor and that eerie deserted cowboy town music playing in the background.

Not much to report - life continues as always - things have been good lately. I'm having fun at work and at home, and I'm starting to feel that I'm making good use of my time these days. I still need to find a way to squeeze in a workout once in awhile... maybe that will be my task for next week. Baby steps, Kate.

git R done

I'm Feeling: productive... AGAIN!!
Background Noise: Into the Sun by Lifehouse

I don't know what I'll do if I continue having these amazingly productive days at work. My time seems valuable, I am clearing lots of things off my desk, and am having meaningful conversations with students. Wild!!

I broke through the drudgery that descended upon me yesterday, and am now waiting for the unwarranted wrath of students to show itself. I informed 15 or so students today that they will not be graduating this Spring... that usually brings in some unhappy phone calls and emails. Not my favorite part of the job, by any means, but hey. We can't love EVERYTHING.

I had chili for lunch today... Mark had a chili cook-off at his office today, and I guess I was feeling jealous. It was good, but I don't like it anywhere near as much as the chili I make myself. :)  

i heart you!

I'm Feeling: pretty stinking good
Background Noise: Tower by ISH

Happy Valentine's Day! (I went for the slightly less traditional heart-art this morning.) I like Valentine's Day, and not because I really care about "Hallmark Holidays" or about getting flowers or chocolates or stuff like that. I like days that encourage us to let our friends and families know that they are loved. It's fun to show people, in big or small ways, that they are precious, important, and beloved. Plus, I like conversation hearts. The sugar gets me a little cracked out, but they say funny things like "Angel Face," "You're Cool," and "I'm Bashful." Then you get to eat them. Good deal. I also get to wear my sparkly Valentine's socks that I've had since high school or something. I'm not really a grown-up with a full-time job... that's just my cover! :)

Strange Valentine's Day phenomenon happening here today... I have only ONE appointment scheduled. Is everyone else busy with all-day-long Valentine's plans? Yesterday, I was busier than a one-legged-hurdler. Today, I'll be forced to make a dent in the drudge work that I don't really care for. Boo. Come back, students!